"And I don't want the world to see me ...
...'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am" (Goo Goo Dolls, Iris)
"All your mental armor drags me down
nothing hurts like your mouth" (Bush, Mouth)
"So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
I promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep" (Soul Asylum, Runaway Train)
"I don't know what I'm hungry for
I don't know what I want anymore" (REM, Bittersweet Me)
"I lost myself in sorrow
I lost myself in pain
I lost myself in gravity" (REM, Leave)
That is basically how I feel right now...empty, describes it quite well.
I'll continue writing in english, 'cause I'm quite sure, that there aren't many people out there who will bother reading this.
If there really is someone, he probably won't leave a message anyway.
Maybe you would want to know why I feel like that, well, I don't even know it myself, and if I do, I can't describe it.
Right now there are only two things that are keeping me going, the first one is the fact, that I'm going back to Dublin on the 20th of August, the other one is, that there are still some people that mean something to me, and I don't want them to see me cry.
So...that's all for now
Oh, and next monday we will perform our school play (I'm playing Julliet, maybe you can guess what it is)
*as usual takes her broom and flies away*