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Den schreib ich mal ausnahmsweise auf Deutsch...wird ja auch nur ein kurzer Eintrag.
Ich hab mir mal grad wieder mein Gästebuch durchgelesen und wollt mich nur für die tollen Einträge, die ich hab, bedanken...einige liegen mir wirklich am Herzen, den sie sind von Menschen die mir viel bedeuten und von denen ich weiß, das sie meine Freunde sind.
Ich bezeichne zwar viele Menschen als Freunde, doch gibt es nur wenige die auch wirklich zu mir stehen.
Ich hoffe ihr wisst wie viel ihr mir bedeutet, denn ohne euch hätte ich das letzte Jahr vielleicht nicht so gut überstanden.
Danke an Rayko, Katja, Clarissa, Franzi und Anne, ihr seit die Besten!
3 years Animexx, but my first convetion ever
So...I actually expected a bit more from yesterday, but anyway it turned out to end better than it started.
What the hell am I talking about you might want to now?
Well, on friday (yesterday ;P) I was on this convention (Mexx Sommer, for those who might want to know), anyway a guy that I met in school took me there with him.
He basically went around greeting everyone and I just followed him around like a little dog ( a thing that I can't stand, since he, most of the time, didn't even bother to introduce me to anyone).
After a while I just sat on a bench and he went of to some place, with me not knowing anyone.
Some time (maybe an hour or so) later I started talking a little bit to another guy who was sitting next to me, so this basically safed the whole event.
Thanks to him I met some really nice people that actually convinced me of maybe coming again to anonther convention.
I'll see about that, but hopefully I will manage to come to another one, before I leave and go back to Dublin.
Ok, maybe it was kind of my fault that I didn't meet some people earlier, but my problem was that everyone seemed to know each other and I just felt out of place...and I didn't dare to speak to someone.
That's all for now, folks ;P
*hops on to her brom and flies away*
Okay, right now it is one o'clock in the morning...I should be sleeping, but I'm not. Do not ask why, 'cause I can't tell tell you anyway, don't know it even myself.
So...that is why I'm writing a new entry.
What it will be about? ;P
Doesn't matter anyway, since I writing this in English, I don't think someone will bother with my silly midnight-weblog-entrys.
I might continue in German, to see if it will make any difference.
Na jut, dann eben auf Deutsch :P
Stellt sich mir wiedereinmal die große Preisfrage, worüber ich schreiben sollte.
Hab eigentlich nur angefangen, weil ich grad eine kurze Pause brauchte von meinem Buch, ist übrigens echt klasse, kann es nur jedem empfehlen, so wie eigentlich alle anderen Bücher von Murakami auch, oh, es heißt 'Kafka on the shore' von Haruki Murakami...und JA das ist der englische Titel, ich les sowas grundsetzlich, wenn ich es kriegen kann, nur auf englisch.
Die deutschen Übersetzungen find ich meist nicht so überzeugend.
So, ich glaub ich geh nu schlafen, bis morgen ihr Freunde der Nacht ^^
*hüpft auf ihren Besen und flieg lachend davon*
P.S.: Ich nehm keine Drogen....
"And I don't want the world to see me ...
...'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am" (Goo Goo Dolls, Iris)
"All your mental armor drags me down
nothing hurts like your mouth" (Bush, Mouth)
"So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
I promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep" (Soul Asylum, Runaway Train)
"I don't know what I'm hungry for
I don't know what I want anymore" (REM, Bittersweet Me)
"I lost myself in sorrow
I lost myself in pain
I lost myself in gravity" (REM, Leave)
That is basically how I feel right now...empty, describes it quite well.
I'll continue writing in english, 'cause I'm quite sure, that there aren't many people out there who will bother reading this.
If there really is someone, he probably won't leave a message anyway.
Maybe you would want to know why I feel like that, well, I don't even know it myself, and if I do, I can't describe it.
Right now there are only two things that are keeping me going, the first one is the fact, that I'm going back to Dublin on the 20th of August, the other one is, that there are still some people that mean something to me, and I don't want them to see me cry.
So...that's all for now
Oh, and next monday we will perform our school play (I'm playing Julliet, maybe you can guess what it is)
*as usual takes her broom and flies away*
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Confused? Don't know...difficult to say how I feel, changed quite a lot over the past few days. Oh, by the way, right now I'm listening to a great feel-good song, 'Die Happy- I am' that's why I this entry will have the titel 'I am'
Might be wonderig why suddenly I'm writing in english?
No idea ^.^'
Better not ask me why ;D
Well, as one can probably tell right now I feel pretty good, as just yesterday I felt exactly the opposite...horrible, either I just want to be left alone or go around hugging everybody (and NO I do not have a mid-life crisis...and I am also excluding that I could be pregnant ;P )
Yeah, that's enough talk about feelings ^.^
Over the holidays I'll try and update more often, maybe I'll continue writing in english (IF anybody cares to read this and leaves me an entry in my guestbook ;P )
That's all for now, and don't forget, no matter what: THE SHOW MUST GO ON
*hops on to her broom and flies away*