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My 'new' life is on the way
But it seems kinda true, to me anyway...Even though I still don't know where I'll be going.
I hate waiting, but that's what I'll have to do now, at least until next monday anyway, well at least I'll get my results from my Leaving Cert. on wednesday, then I'll now if I have any chance of studying in England.
It is a strange feeling though, on one hand I'm really scared because I don't know what's coming, but on the other hand I'm so happy to start something new, that I can barely wait.
Let's just hope that it works out the way I want it to, that's all I can do for now anyway ;P
On being Single
Ok, i must admit i have been single for about two weeks now...and i'm actually rather happy about it...ok ok...i mean it was me who ended the relationship, so i should be happy.
still it doesn't stop me from looking back on it and thinking 'what if...?" however after thinking about all my 'what if's i realised that they had a lot to do with 'what if his character had been different' and that surely isn't the right thing to think, is it?
To me it just proved that our relationship wasn't working and hey, let's just look at the positive thing here.
Yesterday evening i met this incredibly hot guy and now i'm waiting to see if he will actually text me, well why shouldn't he? *g*
Never mind the past, i'm happy with the way things turned out, it was for the best and i just hope he will realize that as well in time!
Luv you all, hugs for free (just ask)
No, actually not.
At the moment I'm rather happy, maybe because I talked to my two really good friends on the phone. Yesterday I talked to my best friend for like three hours, it was absolutley great...we made all those plans for the summer and talked about everything and everyone. And guess what, if he finds the money he might even come over to see me ^,^
It will be brilliant!
Anyway...what else have I bee doing? Not much I guess, apart from the usual stuff (studying, less than I should, going out with anna and clara, trying to see my boyfriend as often as i would like to...by the way, it's not really working out...i just decided to blame the school and society ;p)
Still I'm really happy to have him ^.^
Ok, I have to admit that it's not always perfect or the way I would like it to be, but I guess that's normal...still it's something that I would have to get used to (for this I'm blaming the perfectionist in me)
Ah well, that's about it from me...this week-end I'm going to watch my freidn get drunk, while I'm going to take as many pictures as possible :D
Love and Hugs to everyone who cares!
The nature of happiness
I have been quite a happy and content person for about the last months, the good thing about that: it doesn't look like it's gonna change soon!
Why? I presume there might be some people out there who care to know (if not, I don't give a damn ^,^)
Now, you all should feel as if I am making a dramatic pause, in order to increase the tension *g*
Enough of the pausing (you should all be excited by now).
Well, I've met some one who makes me feel like no-one before was able to.
I couldn't really understand when people said that they didn't stop thinking about that one person, or that they don't see all the other atractive people out there. I couldn't really understand that it was possible.
But now I do understand fully what it is like.
Is it love?
I am still afraid to call it love...because that tiny little word carries so much meaning. To a certain extent I would even say it puts a kind of pressure on you.
However I enjoy myself, and it is not only because of him (his name being ''Sean'...and guess what he is Irish!)
I haven't stopped smiling for a very long time now, that is also because of my really great two friends that I found here (those two are Anna and Clara, the first one german and the second one spanish).
I certainly can say that it has been a very long time since I have been so content with everything that is going on in my life, even the school seems to work out just fine.
At that point I am ignoring the fact, that I still didn't get a letter from Cambridge, concerning my application interview.
Although I must admit that there is one little thing that is bothering me...still, I will sort that out when I'm back in Germany (hopefully)
Well, that's it for now.
I do hope that someone who reads this will comment...I haven't gotten any comment in quite a while.
Special love and hugs to all my friends!
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Muse concert (and some other random stuff)
Ok, well...I haven't written in ages...but I just didn't feel like doing it.
Besides I had other stuff on my mind, like my college applications and partying ;P
The last one of course is not be as important as school, but I still enjoy doing it
Anyway, on the 3. November I was at the MUSE Concert in Dublin, at the point theatre, it was absloutly brilliant.
It was definitley worth every single euro (48 euro by the way ^^)
Me and Clara we managed to get in to the front row, because I talked to the security people, so they let us go to the very front...well it was because I got nearly squashed at the barrier at I looked pleadingly at the security guy to take me out and he did it ^^
Great, we could basically touch Matthew Bellamy, this was the best thing that happend to me up to now...of course if I would get invited to an interview to Cambridge that would be even better.
Hm...what else could I write...I guess nothing much, except that I'll be coming back home for christmas, but I won't stay long, 'cause me and my family we are going skiing (for me it would be snowbarding).
Any comments on Muse or the concert are welcome, they can be in German, I don't mind, French is also accepted :P
Love you all, I really do hope that I get some kind of response!